On Sex and Beyond

“Graduation party will be awesome”. That is what they said. We will go to a place where everyone is hyper, thirsty for booze, kicking with too much hormones. Guess what, the party will never stop there. “Yeah, sure” I said with a smile on my face and thoughts lingering my mind you can see right through my eyes.

“I will be so much fun. There will be a sexy time”. That is what they said. I was still smiling but deep inside me, I feel downgraded. I was wondering my the heck I am still sitting conversing with these shallow minded people thinking that sex is nothing but a game.

I want to walk out but I can’t.I know I can’t. Knowing that the words that coming out of their mouths were directly opposite to my principles. I can’t believe I was sitting with these stupid people. No, I was not the only one who was sitting with them. Because she was also there downgrading herself. Why oh why?

Sex is not a game and will never be. If you will ask me about what it is, I will say directly to your face this:“Sex is a holy act made by two persons who passionately love each other”. It might sound very lame coming from a person who is agnostic and do not practice religious things. But that is what I stand for about sex.

“I will never do one night stand”. Kill me if I do and I will write it here if I ever do that filthy thing. I respect sex. I respect women. I respect myself as a man. I am not clean nor pure from sins. I am not even righteous but I am firm about this and nothing can change that.

I heard graduation party will be awesome”. Guess who is not coming?