On Sex and Beyond

“Graduation party will be awesome”. That is what they said. We will go to a place where everyone is hyper, thirsty for booze, kicking with too much hormones. Guess what, the party will never stop there. “Yeah, sure” I said with a smile on my face and thoughts lingering my mind you can see right through my eyes.

“I will be so much fun. There will be a sexy time”. That is what they said. I was still smiling but deep inside me, I feel downgraded. I was wondering my the heck I am still sitting conversing with these shallow minded people thinking that sex is nothing but a game.

Disconnected

My heart feels weary thinking about the future. My future. 14 days from now, I will be leaving Informatics College Manila Campus. I will be leaving that small building, spacious rooms that witnessed everything. The silent walls that succumb every emotion of everyone in it. 14 days to go, I will be out of that Institute's system. I guess, that is something worth celebrating. 

What makes me sad is that graduation feels like the end. The end of everything. The end of happy moments as a student and that might be forever.

My Almost Lover

Hey you! Yes you! I hope you can read this entry someday and realize how much I care for you ever since. 

When we met in college, I never thought that I would fall for someone like this. For the past three years, I have been looking at you secretly; admiring everything you do. 

You are one of the reasons why I changed. From nobody, I tried everything to be heard and be someone who is capable of doing something great. 

Fast Track

Are you gonna say it? I am waiting... I have been waiting for years now. I know deep in your heart that you are feeling the same way. I know that you know that you like me and I feel the same way. Please say it. I won't hesitate and I will accept it.

It's hard. We are not getting any younger. Few months from now, we will never be the same. We will wear odd clothes. We will act according to the world. We will nothing but guinea pigs. Our paths will never intertwined. I am gonna miss you. Will I ever forget you? I don't think so.

WTF!

Hindi ako makapost sa isa kong blog! WTF?

Bad News Tomorrow???

I can feel some bad news bukas. I think this is the end of my term in Student Council. Maybe they are going to remove me kasi I was consistently absent sa meeting. 


Am I sad? A little bit kasi parang shameful if matanggal ka na lang ng bigla. Pero if that will be the council's decision then I would totally be okay with it. No hard feelings. :) No bitterness. Hah!

People are People!

Ewan ko ba. Hindi ko nagugustuhan ang mga tao sa school. May mga insecure, mayabang, etc. Nakaka asar lang!